Expansion and contraction: Two universal motions as certain as gravity, responding to varying factors in physics.
For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.
Given that I’ve spent so much time and space this month writing about such expansive concepts as love, trust, and hope, I suppose it should not come as a surprise to me that there is now a correspondent shrinking; although this has been touched off by a particular event which I shall not go into here presently, the truth is that this bipolarity has always existed (not just in me but all humans), so experiencing it at the present moment should be of no surprise.
Only human. Still, it sucks.
This writing exercise has already proven itself illuminating in many ways, and I hope that it will continue to do so…but the simple fact is that letting myself give way to the process and see what happens is showing me many things which I inevitably must consider–about myself, my purpose, my life, my future–and these considerations are not always easy.
I apologize for being vague. I just need to sort out the process itself before I can adequately describe or talk about what I’m experiencing.
I’m OK, first and foremost. Do not concern yourselves.
Please do, however, forgive me for faltering in my intent to deliver some substance here on a daily basis. The best I can say is that life is currently getting in my way, in more ways than one.
Better things to come. I promise.
Hugs